Confusing & Messy

Beberapa waktu yg lalu g sempet baca "I Kissed Dating Goodbye" from Joshua Harris. A very great book. Hehe.. Indah2 d pokoknya pembahasan disitu. Kadang g berpikir ini semua keliatan too idealistic, sebenernya bs ga si dipraktekin di dunia nyata? Yah g rasa bisa, as long as I cling tight to Holy Spirit :)

Aniwei, ada few paragraf dari buku itu yang berkesan buat g secara pribadi, sampe g foto n taro di HP g, titlenya adalah Confusing & Messy, g kutip sbb:

Though it's hard to imagine, someday I'll tell my children the story I'm writing with my life today. But that realization does little to save me from the puzzling maze called now. "History never looks like history when you're living though it," says John Gardner. "It always looks confusing and messy, and it always feels uncomfortable."

As I stand on this side of matrimony with no potential mate in sight, I'm right in the middle of messiness and confusion, I still have so many questions, Will I know when I'm walking through my story for the first time? Will I recognize the even that will begin the chapters of my love story with my mate? Will time stand still for one moment to tell me that this person - this one person, out of all the billions bustling on the planet - is the one? Will I realize when it happens? Or might I miss it?

Hehe... intinya tiap manusia punya love story masing2.. Yang pasti Tuhan yang rajut ceritanya dan diberikan yang terbaik untuk orang2 yang dikasihiNya :)

GOD bless..